I'm tired of waiting

Go away, Cas

I sigh as I leaves the boys' motel room. No leads. No information that can help us find next seal. I run a hand over my face and lock my door before stripping down to my matching black, lace undergarments. I grab my gun and place it on the toilet seat next to the shower before turning the knobs in the shower.

I touch the water and smile before taking off the rest of my clothing. I quickly step under the water and sigh gratefully. I sing quietly but stop and open my eyes as I hear something fall. I look through the clear sliding doors that leave nothing to the imagination and see Castiel sitting on the bathroom counter.

"Did I frighten you?"

Castiel asks, keeping his eyes on my face.

I shut off the water and wrap a towel around myself before stepping out of the shower

"Go away, Cas. I need to change"

He nods and disappears. I sigh and use the towel I wrapped around myself to dry my hair and the rest of my body.

I leave the towel on the bathroom floor and step out of the bathroom, not noticing the angelic presence in my room.

"Are you ready now?"

I jump and place a hand on my chest and stare at Castiel in disbelief.

"Jesus, Cas! You scared the crap out of me"

"My apologies, Callisto"

I quickly put on a bra and matching boy shorts before turning around to face Castiel again. My breath lodges in my throat as I notice just how close he is

Maybe this is finally it? The night he decides to take my virginity? Or maybe its just too good to be true...

"I'm sorry, once again, Callisto"

He says, backing away from me

I knew it. Its too good to be true

"I'm tired of waiting, Cas"

He looks at me strangely

"What do you mean?"

I sigh

"I'm tired of waiting for you to decide whether you want me or not"

His eyes widen ever so slightly

"You've been waiting for me?"

I roll my eyes

"Your obliviousness gets on my nerves sometimes, Cas"

He stays quiet and I roll my eyes again. I try and push passed him but he grabs hold of my arm. I turn to tell him off but his lips crash against mine. I open my mouth out of pure shock and he takes full advantage by slipping his tongue inside. I place my hand on his neck and kiss him back with everything I have.

The world might come to an end and I don't want to die not knowing what all of Castiel feels like.

He places his hands on my hips and presses himself against me but pulls away from our kiss. I look at him questioningly

"Am I doing this right?"

He asks, looking at me intently

"You're doing perfect"

He nods and kisses me again. He tightens his hold on my hips and lifts me up. I instinctively wrap my legs around his waist and he presses me up against the wall somewhat roughly. He presses his hard body against mine and I suppress a moan. He then grinds his body against my lower half and I gasp. I tangle my hand in his hair and kiss him harder

He pulls away and chuckles lightly

"I guess you liked that"

"I loved that"

He smirks and kisses me roughly. He continuously grinds his lower body into mine and I bite his lip

"Stop teasing me, Cas"

He nods and begins removing his clothes while keeping me pinned against the wall with his body.

He allows me to place my hands on his sculpted chest and let them travel lower and lower. He groans as my hand grazes over his manhood covered by pants

"Are you sure you want this?"

He asks, short of breath

"More than anything"

He nods and unzips his pants. They pool around his ankles but he doesn't pay attention to them.

I look on in disappointment as I see the boxers still hiding him from me. He chuckles yet again and disposes of my boy shorts and bra before I can object

"You're beautiful, Callisto"

I smile

"As are you. But I want to see all of you"

He nods and lets his boxers pool around his ankles as well. I look at it and my mouth drops

How is it even going to fit? It's enormous. He sure picked the perfect vessel. He's absolutely gorgeous. His body is worth drooling over and the size of him will have most women begging him to put it in them.

"Are you sure you want to do this?"

I smile at him and nod

"I've never done this before so it's going to hurt me a bit"

He tries to remove my legs from around his waist

"I don't want to hurt you"

I gently place my hand on his cheek and he stops trying to pry me from his body

"It's okay, Castiel. After a few minutes of pain I'll start feeling the pleasure that everyone brags about"

He nods and gently places me back against the wall. He begins kissing my neck and I tilt my head back, enjoying the feeling of his lips on me.

He grows bold and dips his head to kiss the valley in between my breasts. I gasp and arch my back, unintentionally pushing my breasts closer to his face. He looks up at me and smirks. He kisses me roughly on the lips yet again and I dig my hand into his hair.

I gasp as one of his fingers enters me and bury my face in the crook of his neck

"Castiel"

I moan quietly. He grunts as he hears me say his name

He buries another finger inside me and slowly begins pumping them in and out. I let my head tilt back and my mouth open slightly as the foreign feeling in the pit of my stomach begins to grow. I place my hand on his forearm and he stops pumping his fingers but leaves them inside me

"Cas, enough foreplay. I want you inside me"

He nods and I shiver as his fingers leave my body.

He places the tip of himself inside me and looks up at me. I nod

"Do it fast. The slower you do it, the more it will hurt"

He nods and does as I told him. A look of agony crosses my face and he tries to pull out of me

"Stay still, Cas"

I hiss. He nods and doesn't move. As my body becomes accustomed to him being inside me I nod and he begins thrusting.

It still hurt the first fifteen minutes but as soon as the pain was replaced with pleasure, my moans filled the entire room

I gasp as Cas hits a sensitive spot inside me

"Right there, Cas. Right.. there"

I moan as he hits the same spot over and over again. I point to the bed and he nods.

He stops thrusting as he walks me over to the bed and lays me down gently. He brushes a strand of hair away from my face and kisses me roughly as he begins to thrust inside me yet again. I dig my nails into his back as the feeling in the pit of my stomach explodes

"Castiel!"

He continues to ride me as my orgasm subsides and builds yet again. I flip us over so I'm on top and his eyes widen in surprise. I grind my hips into his and he grunts in pleasure. I smirk

I guess I'm doing this right

He places his hands on my hips and guides me as I continue to ride him. He bucks his hips and I lean forward to kiss him before moving back to my original position on top of him

I ride him for about twenty more minutes before he flips us over so he's on top yet again.

"I like being on top more than I like letting you take control"

I nod and he rides me for another fifteen minutes before we both release. I dig my nails into his back yet again and he buries his face in the crook of my neck.

I quickly flip us over and rest my head on his chest without him exiting my body. He places the blanket over us and wraps his arms around my naked body

"I love you, Cas. I know you can't feel the same way but I really do love you"

"I can, Callisto. And please believe me when I say that I love you too"

I smile and kiss his chest lightly before falling asleep