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Dear Blank

1-8-11

Dear _____________,

Am I just your "friend with benefits" ? I feel like I am. Ever since last Wednesday, you and I have sexted. Its safe right? No, it isn't. What if I get sext-herpies? I know you've done this be fore with other girls.Why did you tell me you cared for me? Now I'm stuck thinking of you as my protective older brother, my friend that tries (succeeds) to get in my pants, and my caring boyfriend.

You do know I have a boyfriend right? He's going to dump my ass if he finds out . I want to tell you I love you because I think I do, but we met on New Year's . We've been talking for all of one week and I'm already trapped.

You know I love Josh right? Of course not. You don't even know he exists. God, I'm a fucking whore. I love Josh though, ________. No one can know about my dirty little secret. You haven't told anyone have you? Please tell me that no one knows about us, whatever we are. You haven't shown anyone have you? You better not have. Word can't get out.

I'll keep you, my dirty little secret.

-Your fuck buddy.