Bitch Farm

Strange Walk:

Standing up. It feels very strange, all of a sudden.. Now it isn't as natural, as it had been. The way it used to be, all my life.

I still can stand. Though the paws doesn't make it feel the same. I wish I had a full set of paws. Then I could move more naturally, like the hound I am, the hound I've always been, would have been. Only now, I'm not?

I finally managed to walk around the small room. Thankfully, it is rather small. Closer to something to hold on to. After a short while, I'm back in the bed. Not feeling like standing up. Yet, I can't move on all fours. An inconvenient mid section in the transition.

Yet, I don't regret getting here. I'm moving, towards what I want to be. Even if it would take time.