Ryan's Secret

Ryan has held a secret since the age of eleven. His secret has been kept in, no matter how hard it was, for 6 years. Ryan would always wonder whether it would be a good idea to tell one part, both parts, or the second part (which would truly give off the first part, so it would keep the effect of telling both parts) and he would think about suicide to work out if the person who the secret revolved around even cared. A pen knife became his best friend, slowly, so the person was no longer Ryan's best friend. And the person? Brendon. Did Brendon care about Ryan? Did Ryan attempt suicide? Read on.