A Whole New Story

21st Of December

Okay here goes the Xmas list:
Mikey: Mic (I know…lame)
Fred: Drum sticks
Ginny: Guitar (she’s my best friend, buying me one too!)
Rob: Guitar pick (hey, it costs $15 ok?)
Matt: erm…good question

I’ve basically got everyone’s thing, but I can’t decide on the colour of Ginny’s guitar…
Hmmm…
I think I’ll go for black and purple, she loves those colours anyway.

I still haven’t seen Gerard or any of the gang yet.
Which is reassuring and worrying at the same time…
I don’t live too far from where I did before.
So I don’t get why I haven’t seen them at the comic book store or anything…

I know, I’m asking for it going over there.
But in a way, I feel like I want to see how he is.
Who he’s with…
Who Shewas.

22nd Of December

YAY! 3 days till Xmas, and everyone is exited bout their presents.
This is my first Christmas with “friends”, if you can call them that.

I would consider some of them more as “acquaintances”…like Lily.
Oh yes, I found out who was Gerard’s person. That would be her.

She can’t stop talking about him, but apparently he’s gone with the gang on tour…

Well at least she’s not in it I guess…

Would they have taken me along?

23rd Of December

They’re back.
For Christmas.
Which means, I can’t get out of the house whether I like it or not.
Dads pleased I guess.
He has no more art exhibitions for a while now because no one sells or buys this time of year…its just…
“Unnatural” he says.

I just feel this desperate need to go to the comic book store…
Just to see him…
Them…

Okay, it’s decided, I’m going.