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I'm a Teenage Girl Teaching at an All Boys School for Delinquents
Guilty
I let out a shaky breath as we walked into my apartment. It’s actually quite funny, never thought my day would turn out like this. I hid behind Mathew as Blake opened the door to the lounge room quietly. My eyes widened when I saw Sean sitting on my couch with tears pouring down his face. His head shot up when he heard us,
“What the fuck are you doing here?!” Blake yelled, without thinking I broke out of Mathew grasp and ran for Sean. He stood up and I hugged him with tears streaming down my face,
“What are you doing h-here?” I asked between sobs. His arms wrapped around me,
“There was a rumour going around that you where stabbed. Are you ok?” I hesitated then nodded, he brought me to arms length, “Liar.” He whispered, “Who.”
“W-What?” I asked,
“Who. Did. It?” Sean growled, his hands tightened around my arms but not enough to hurt me,
“U-Uh-“
“WHY ARE YOU PROTECTING HIM?!” Sean yelled at me,
“Get away from her!” Blake called; I shook my head and looked at the ground,
“Because…” I murmured,
“Because why?” Sean’s voice was soft,
“Because I’m scared.” I then broke out into sobs again. Sean quickly pulled my into him and he stroked my back, he chuckled as he felt me shiver from his touch,
“What is… Going on?” I heard Mathew asked,
“Dude! Are you stupid or something! There going out dumb fuck!” I heard Blake shout, I then heard an exasperated sigh, “And I thought I was the stupid one!” I giggled at their bickering,
“Get out.” Sean ordered,
“We’re not going anywhere. We want answers-“ Blake started,
“GET THE FUCK OUT!” Sean yelled, I heard Mathew growl,
“Whatever. Alexis, you will tell us what’s going on.” I flinched at him using my full name. I felt new tears forming as I heard the door slam closed, they didn’t even say goodbye,
“Assholes…” I heard Sean murmur into my hair, “Better not tell anyone, I’ll beat their ass’s if they do.” I shook my head,
“They wouldn’t.” would they…
Sean sighed; he pulled away and led me to the couch. He sat down and pulled me into his lap, he grabbed the remote and turned on the T.V,
“Y-You aren’t going to ask?” I murmured into his chest, he shook his head,
“You’ll tell me when you’re ready. All that I ask is that you will tell me.” He looked down at me with pleading eyes, I nodded. He lent in to kiss me but I pulled back. A wave of guilt rushing over me, how could I? I kissed another guy! Sean deserves better! What Ben said was right. I’m a slut, whore, whatever he called me it’s true! I quickly hopped off his lap and ran into my room with tears streaming down my face,
“W-Wait!” He called, I was about to run into my room when he pulled me back by the waist,
“I’m sorry! You don’t want to kiss me that’s fine but don’t run off like I’m some sort of monster!” He yelled, “I may be an asshole and a prick but don’t just leave without telling me!” He yelled, I couldn’t take it,
“I kissed another guy! It was Ben! He cornered me! Kissed me, I tried to break free but he stuck a knife to my throat, he called me a slut, bitch, whore! He’s right!” I was babbling now, I loved Sean too much and the guilt was too great. After I was done Sean just hugged me, I was shivering with fear, I don’t want to lose him,
“Alexis,” Here it comes, the whole I’m sorry but I just can’t deal with you under these circumstances speech, “I’m sorry for snapping at you, I didn’t know why you ran away from me and I let my anger get the best of me. I didn’t know what you’d been through.” He pulled me back so he could look me in the eyes, “But never, I repeat, never! Call yourself a slut, whore or anything like that ever again!” My eyes widened in shock, “You are the most beautiful girl I’ve ever laid my eyes on Alexis, even though we’ve known each other for months and we’ve only been dating for half that time. I feel like I know you better than you know yourself, you don’t think you’re all that special but let me tell you, you are the most wonderful person I know.” I smiled,
“I won’t if you agree to what I say.” He raised an eyebrow but didn’t say anything, I poked him in the chest, “Never, ever say that you’re a…” I rolled my eyes, “Whatever, nobodies around. Never, ever call yourself an asshole or prick ever again. Pretty much the same as you said.” He smiled and I pouted, “Not something to smile about, you thought of a really touching speech while all I could say was ‘pretty much what you said’ I hope your proud.” I teased. He laughed and picked me up bridal style. He opened the bedroom door and led me in, he gently placed me on the bed. My eyes started to close on their own but they shot open when I felt Sean get into bed with me,
“What are you doing?” I asked, he shrugged and laid down, “You should be at school.” I sung,
“I should but I’m not.” He yawned and laid down, “I’m tired anyway.” I rolled my eyes but didn’t say anything. The last thing I want right now is to be alone; he’s also keeping the bed warm. Hehehe. I had a smile on my face and as my eyes closed I heard Sean whisper,
“I love you.” I managed to murmured back,
“Ditto.” And then I fell into a dreamless sleep.
“What the fuck are you doing here?!” Blake yelled, without thinking I broke out of Mathew grasp and ran for Sean. He stood up and I hugged him with tears streaming down my face,
“What are you doing h-here?” I asked between sobs. His arms wrapped around me,
“There was a rumour going around that you where stabbed. Are you ok?” I hesitated then nodded, he brought me to arms length, “Liar.” He whispered, “Who.”
“W-What?” I asked,
“Who. Did. It?” Sean growled, his hands tightened around my arms but not enough to hurt me,
“U-Uh-“
“WHY ARE YOU PROTECTING HIM?!” Sean yelled at me,
“Get away from her!” Blake called; I shook my head and looked at the ground,
“Because…” I murmured,
“Because why?” Sean’s voice was soft,
“Because I’m scared.” I then broke out into sobs again. Sean quickly pulled my into him and he stroked my back, he chuckled as he felt me shiver from his touch,
“What is… Going on?” I heard Mathew asked,
“Dude! Are you stupid or something! There going out dumb fuck!” I heard Blake shout, I then heard an exasperated sigh, “And I thought I was the stupid one!” I giggled at their bickering,
“Get out.” Sean ordered,
“We’re not going anywhere. We want answers-“ Blake started,
“GET THE FUCK OUT!” Sean yelled, I heard Mathew growl,
“Whatever. Alexis, you will tell us what’s going on.” I flinched at him using my full name. I felt new tears forming as I heard the door slam closed, they didn’t even say goodbye,
“Assholes…” I heard Sean murmur into my hair, “Better not tell anyone, I’ll beat their ass’s if they do.” I shook my head,
“They wouldn’t.” would they…
Sean sighed; he pulled away and led me to the couch. He sat down and pulled me into his lap, he grabbed the remote and turned on the T.V,
“Y-You aren’t going to ask?” I murmured into his chest, he shook his head,
“You’ll tell me when you’re ready. All that I ask is that you will tell me.” He looked down at me with pleading eyes, I nodded. He lent in to kiss me but I pulled back. A wave of guilt rushing over me, how could I? I kissed another guy! Sean deserves better! What Ben said was right. I’m a slut, whore, whatever he called me it’s true! I quickly hopped off his lap and ran into my room with tears streaming down my face,
“W-Wait!” He called, I was about to run into my room when he pulled me back by the waist,
“I’m sorry! You don’t want to kiss me that’s fine but don’t run off like I’m some sort of monster!” He yelled, “I may be an asshole and a prick but don’t just leave without telling me!” He yelled, I couldn’t take it,
“I kissed another guy! It was Ben! He cornered me! Kissed me, I tried to break free but he stuck a knife to my throat, he called me a slut, bitch, whore! He’s right!” I was babbling now, I loved Sean too much and the guilt was too great. After I was done Sean just hugged me, I was shivering with fear, I don’t want to lose him,
“Alexis,” Here it comes, the whole I’m sorry but I just can’t deal with you under these circumstances speech, “I’m sorry for snapping at you, I didn’t know why you ran away from me and I let my anger get the best of me. I didn’t know what you’d been through.” He pulled me back so he could look me in the eyes, “But never, I repeat, never! Call yourself a slut, whore or anything like that ever again!” My eyes widened in shock, “You are the most beautiful girl I’ve ever laid my eyes on Alexis, even though we’ve known each other for months and we’ve only been dating for half that time. I feel like I know you better than you know yourself, you don’t think you’re all that special but let me tell you, you are the most wonderful person I know.” I smiled,
“I won’t if you agree to what I say.” He raised an eyebrow but didn’t say anything, I poked him in the chest, “Never, ever say that you’re a…” I rolled my eyes, “Whatever, nobodies around. Never, ever call yourself an asshole or prick ever again. Pretty much the same as you said.” He smiled and I pouted, “Not something to smile about, you thought of a really touching speech while all I could say was ‘pretty much what you said’ I hope your proud.” I teased. He laughed and picked me up bridal style. He opened the bedroom door and led me in, he gently placed me on the bed. My eyes started to close on their own but they shot open when I felt Sean get into bed with me,
“What are you doing?” I asked, he shrugged and laid down, “You should be at school.” I sung,
“I should but I’m not.” He yawned and laid down, “I’m tired anyway.” I rolled my eyes but didn’t say anything. The last thing I want right now is to be alone; he’s also keeping the bed warm. Hehehe. I had a smile on my face and as my eyes closed I heard Sean whisper,
“I love you.” I managed to murmured back,
“Ditto.” And then I fell into a dreamless sleep.
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lolzzz, she actually swears, they wern't that bad a words but she did swear a little lolzzzzzz anyway, I hope you like this chapter. I know it was a little obvious but you know. Whatever to make them closer right? Anyway thank you all for commenting. Remeber COMMENT AND SUBSCRIBE!!!