I Love Him..and He Doesn't Even Notice Me

*Ivy's POV*

For the rest of the day I ignored Evan.

I didn't want to hear about how him and Bailey got back together. I was already a mess from seeing them all cuddled up on the bench after lunch, after I had opened up to him. My heart broke in a million tiny pieces when I saw them sitting together, and I'm not gonna hurt myself more by trying to put together those millions of tiny pieces that I once called my heart. It wasn't worth it because when I saw them together again it would just break again. The only thing I really knew was that I loved Evan and he doesn't even notice me. That hurts me so much, but it's the truth.

"Ivy." Christy was standing behind me, tears in her eyes.

"Justin." It was all I needed to say. Christy broke down crying and I hugged her, crying as well. I let silent tears roll down my cheeks as Christy let full out sobs out, moaning and yelling, the whole shabang. I stayed strong, one of us had to be, this was Christy's turn to let it all out.

I lead us to my car and sat Christy in the passenger seat before getting into the driver seat. When I turned on the car the radio automatically turned on. Sadly, it was playing Fifteen by: Taylor Swift. Christy cried harder when she heard it. I rubbed her back and silently cried, listening to the lyrics.

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your first day
You say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of every body's way
It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
'You know I haven't seen you around before'
Cause when you're fifteen and
Somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like
There's nothing to figure out
But count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know
Who you're gonna be
Fifteen
You sit in class next to a red head named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls
Who think they're so cool
We'll be out of here as soon as we can
And then you're on your very first date
And he's got a car and you're feeling like flying
And your mama's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing round your room when the night ends
When the night ends
Cause when you're fifteen and
Somebody tell you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and you're first kiss
Makes your head spin round but
In your life you'll do things greater
Than dating a boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen
When all you wanted
Was to be wanted
Wish you could go back
And tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna
Marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind
And we both cried
Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be
At fifteen
La la la la la..la la la la la..la la la la la
Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors.

"Ivy?" I looked over at Christy, "When do you think it will be our turn?"

"For what?"

"To find love."

I ask myself that question everyday, yet I still don't have an answer. When will it be our turn? Over the years we have watched our friends fall in love, real love, something we thought we found at some point but it really wasn't. I turned back to Christy, "I really have no idea."

Evan's POV*

Man, I fucked up with Ivy! She won't even talk, so much as look at me now! It's not like I had any feelings left for Bailey..Well, I guess that's kind of a lie, I will always have feelings for Bailey. She was my first love, and like everybody says, those never die.

"O'Brian! Get you're fucking head in the game!" Ugh, the coaches seriously piss me off sometimes.

"Yes, sir!" How the hell can I practice when I can't get my mind off Ivy? Every time I see her now she just looks lifeless, empty, no emotions. I hate it. It's not Ivy, she's normally cheerful, happy, anything but how she is now.

I looked up from the ground and saw Ivy walking towards the football field. She looked so pretty, but it looked like she had been crying. I didn't see the post in front of my because my head was turned to Ivy, so naturally I ran into it.

"Fuck," I mumbled.

"Evan, bro, are you okay? Man, what the fuck is up with you?!" My best friend, Ethan, yelled as he jogged over to me.

"Dude, it's this girl, I can't get her out of my head!" Ethan helped me up.

"Who is this Juliet?"

"You just named her." Haha, I am so clever.

"No way, you like Ivy!! Damn, she's fineee! Oh, speaking of her, here she comes."

I turned around as fast as I could. Then I help my head from getting dizzy. I looked up and there was Ivy, standing in front of me with another blank stare. I smiled and she just looked back for another second than walked over to Justin Wyatt.

"Ohhh burn! Damn, she just like totally rejected you! What did you do?"

I ask myself the same thing every second.