Decisions
The Pain
It's been six days since Chris told me to find someone new. I haven't doing anything about it but I am expecting a few friends to come over. I'm having a little informal baby shower. I set everything up the night before. Around twelve someone knocked on my door.
"Hello?" I asked through the door.
"Hey sexy it's me! " Dane said in a singsong tone as usual when it came down to me, I giggled and opened the door. A couple years back Dane tolled me he loved me, it shocked me but i loved him back. But the one thing that was stopping us was my instance feelings for Chris. But when he told me to find someone else I went to call Dane. But only after I cried about it for a while. He was excited to hear about my sudden freedom.
"So did you see anyone else on their way here?" I asked, blushing as Dane scooped me up into his arms and carried me away to my room. On the way there I had an unsettling feeling that Chris was watching. I just let it roll off my shoulders as Dane closed the door to my room behind us.
"Now we can talk...privately." Dane said.
"Hey you didn't answer my question!" I said.
He lied me down on my bed and laid down on top of me. I know I should feel like a whore because I was messing around with another guy in my house and my baby-daddy was just down the hall. But at this point I have had it with him and I was willing to move on and find someone for my baby to grow up with. That's all I want well I also want someone want someone to love me like i should be loved.
I pulled him closer and whispered into his ear,
"I am tired of waiting."
He smiled and he kissed me long and soft. When he pulled away he was breathing heavily and he touched the side of my face.
"I have loved you for the longest time and now I can finally know what it feels like. To have you with me." he said and kissed me again.
My heart beat speed up and this was the same feeling I got when I was in Chris' arms. Oh how I have missed this feeling.
"Hello?" I asked through the door.
"Hey sexy it's me! " Dane said in a singsong tone as usual when it came down to me, I giggled and opened the door. A couple years back Dane tolled me he loved me, it shocked me but i loved him back. But the one thing that was stopping us was my instance feelings for Chris. But when he told me to find someone else I went to call Dane. But only after I cried about it for a while. He was excited to hear about my sudden freedom.
"So did you see anyone else on their way here?" I asked, blushing as Dane scooped me up into his arms and carried me away to my room. On the way there I had an unsettling feeling that Chris was watching. I just let it roll off my shoulders as Dane closed the door to my room behind us.
"Now we can talk...privately." Dane said.
"Hey you didn't answer my question!" I said.
He lied me down on my bed and laid down on top of me. I know I should feel like a whore because I was messing around with another guy in my house and my baby-daddy was just down the hall. But at this point I have had it with him and I was willing to move on and find someone for my baby to grow up with. That's all I want well I also want someone want someone to love me like i should be loved.
I pulled him closer and whispered into his ear,
"I am tired of waiting."
He smiled and he kissed me long and soft. When he pulled away he was breathing heavily and he touched the side of my face.
"I have loved you for the longest time and now I can finally know what it feels like. To have you with me." he said and kissed me again.
My heart beat speed up and this was the same feeling I got when I was in Chris' arms. Oh how I have missed this feeling.