My Happy Ending

She leans over to kiss me. This is my life. Im Autumn. I get high every night. I try to kill myself but it never works. I go out and pick up girls. I bring them home and fuck them then tell them to get out. My life is pathetic. Nothing. Meaningless. She walked out the door. I reached over to the bedside table and picked up a bottle of pills. I popped about six then threw the empty bottle across the room. I grabbed a bottle of tequila and downed it. I grab my razor. I slit from my wrists to the crease of my elbow. The blood poors from my veins. I feel faint. Finally, i think, ill get out of this place. I close my eyes and let unconciousness take me. I never wake up again. I left my own personal hell and went into a good place. It in between. I never have to leave. I walk among people but no one can see me. Im completely happy. I like it when people are scared because they feel my presence. I laugh when they run away from me. They cant see me yet they fear me. It is the thought of me that fears them not actually me. Do you want to know the name they gave me when i entered in between? Death. I am the new death. I am the one everyone fears. The old death went soft and saved a two month old. Pussy. Im death now. And no one is safe. I like my job. Im happy now. THis is what ive always been ment to do. This is my happy ending,