I Promise This Won't Hurt

Mikey is 16 years old, and he lives with his brother Gerard how is 18 years. Gerard is an alcoholic. It's summer and that means no school. Mikey should be happy. But he's not.

*Mikeys POV*

"Hours pass, and she still counts the minutes
That I am not there, I swear I didn't mean
For it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised" I sang. I was shaking. Tears were running down my cheeks. Soon Gerard was coming home, drunk. Then he would do what he does to me every night he's drunk. Rape me. But this night was different.

I had bruises all over my body, and it felt like i was.. broke. I couldn't take this anymore. I searched the bedroom. In the dark i searched trough my wardrobe. Then i found them. My razorblades. Now i was gonna end this. I cried, sobbed, shook, and i was freezing 'cause i just had my boxers on. I cut once. Not deep enough. I didn't feel anything at all. I was used to pain. The blood got on my boxers.
"Hate me
Do it and do it again
Waste me
Rape me, my friend"
I just kept on singing. Just when i was about to cut again, the bedroom door opened. It was Gerard.

" What the fuck are you doing? "
" Uh.. Gee.. it's not.. i mean...."
" You don't know what you're doing, you slut. Lay down on bed."
" No, please Gerard, don't"
" Don't tell me what to do " he said and grabbed my arm. He threw me on the bed. The blood got everywhere. He undressed. I wasn't crying anymore. I didn't feel pain anymore. I closed my eyes, and i heard Gerard's voice;
" Mikey???!!!! MIKEY??? " His voice started to fade.
" MIKEY! wake up. Oh my god, how much blood have you lost?" Then i didn't hear Gerard's voice anymore. All i could hear was this beautiful song...:

Cause we are, the light in the tunnel,
We are the living and dying,
See how we are, alone in the world
We are the light in the tunnel

The world is not leaving us (leave us behind)
But we will be leaving this world
Yeah, the world is not leaving us (leave us behind)
Do we believe in this world?...........