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Letters To Ana

Merry Fat-Mas

Ana,
So, today is Christmas eve. Tomorrow will be binge day, to eat in front of everyone and make them believe I'm 'getting better'. I hate this, the lying. I'm eating right now, as I write this, I'm over due for a major workout... I promise I will... After everyone is asleep...

I completed my fifty hours, well almost, I had two glasses of water over the time... but, am I good enough yet? I'm still fat, this new years, I'll get away with it this time.
This time I really will starve to death...

I guess it's just a polite way to commit suicide, isn't it?

Merry Christmas...

Me.