Vent.

God.

Dear 'God',

Are you real?

I wish you were sometimes,

Others I don't.

Why do you allow things to happen to the kindest people?

They don't deserve it!

Why did I get such a good life?

I don't deserve it.

I'm hateful. I just don't deserve it.

I'm grateful and all... but I know there are people that deserve it so much more.