The Story Of Us
Entry Seven
So school is coming back soon. Last night I felt as if I was going to throw up, not my usual back-to-school feelings. I know that wasn't the cause for this feeling, and today when I woke up I couldn't eat anything. Most people would say this is what it's like to have a crush and I think their right. I do have a crush.
He's nothing special really, I've just known him for six years now. He's funny, kind, caring, friendly, shy like I am. Unfortunately I'll have to be the one making the first move on getting things to go forward...again. Although this time will be different; I won't make the same mistake like with Adam. This will be different.
I don't want to screw up things with him, like Adam. That was a mistake, and I wish everything would work out with me and him (but stay good friends for now). I don't want to go through the pain and confusion I was in before...is that so hard to understand?
He's nothing special really, I've just known him for six years now. He's funny, kind, caring, friendly, shy like I am. Unfortunately I'll have to be the one making the first move on getting things to go forward...again. Although this time will be different; I won't make the same mistake like with Adam. This will be different.
I don't want to screw up things with him, like Adam. That was a mistake, and I wish everything would work out with me and him (but stay good friends for now). I don't want to go through the pain and confusion I was in before...is that so hard to understand?