The Story Of Us

Entry Eight

This is so pointless! How can I like someone so much when he probably never thought about me, never pictured being with me in his life? That's the thing, I feel like I should just give up and quit while I'm ahead. Maybe try and find someone knew to fall over...?

But here's the thing, I can't! As much hell I've felt like I've gone through I can't seem to get Adam out of my head no matter how hard I try! God, why does he have to be so freaking amazing! The sweetest guy, caring, smart, funny, never pushy, will always let the girl take her time. Adam is all of those thing and I don't get why he won't like me.

Nothing back on the whole secret admire thing yet. I'll let ya'll know when I do, but here's the thing I got another note from whoever it is. This time it's a poem, and may I add it's the cutest poem I have ever read. I really want to know who this person is!

"Before I met you,
I never knew what it was like to look at someone and smile for no reason,
Before I met you,
I never got the concept of what it was like to feel this way,
Before I met you,
I never realized just how much I would fall for you until I did.
Before I met you,
I never really felt anything,
Before I met you,
I never knew anything about what a ‘crush’ was,
Before I met you."