A Million tries
old friends
driving back
hardest thing to do
on the free way
tears still falling
and worst of all
the stupid rain
blurred my vision even more
i couldn't take it
i couldn't handle it
but my parents still couldn't drive
fuck my life
damn my luck
for it can't help me now
life sucks
and still does
even if the happy parts were there
there will always be a horrible ending
maybe not
oh well
that is how i see it
one thing can fuck your life ten times over
and it takes 100 tries to clime back up
and 10,000 times your pushed down
and 100,000 times were you just stop
but 1 second were your happy
in the billions of seconds in a life time
oh wow
i drove home without noticing
i looked behind us
no cops
wow
i rule
oh crap
i noticed the cars in fort of my house
one belong to Charlie
one to David
and one to Jeremy
that is such a waist of gas
and i cant even park the car right
damn them
i parked on the curb
my parents exit the car
i opened the garage door
but walked to the front door
all 3 were there
sitting on the porch
each one just talking
and looking emoish
just sitting there
and they are
black hair
a fringe covering left or right eye
black skinners
and a band tee
with there pods
i walked over
"hi" i mumbled
watter ran on my face
this is good
they might not notice the tears
but my eyes will give it away
"hey whats wrong"
charlie asked
damn him
"are you...crying?"
damn you Jeremy
"and were where you?"
why do the three of you have to be so over protective
i couldn't reply
i didn't wont to speak
cause i would scream
so i took out my phone
texting them the whole fucked up story
they received it
and did there thing
Jeramey told my rents
Charlie got my shit i need
and David hugged me
in the rain
oh how i loved David
and we went to Charlie's
because he has the most epicist house of them all
and we decided to play video games
such as brawl
then home work
such evil thing
oh and all three are 18
all friends of Demetri
but they like me
after homework
we listen to music and relaxed
singing to some songs every now and again
at least until 10:21 were we were all tired
so David and Jeramey left
leaving me with Charlie
the oldest friend
his first question
"are you OK?"
"yeah"
my voice sounded dead
he just hugged me
and turned of the lights
i tried to sleep
and eventually i did
hardest thing to do
on the free way
tears still falling
and worst of all
the stupid rain
blurred my vision even more
i couldn't take it
i couldn't handle it
but my parents still couldn't drive
fuck my life
damn my luck
for it can't help me now
life sucks
and still does
even if the happy parts were there
there will always be a horrible ending
maybe not
oh well
that is how i see it
one thing can fuck your life ten times over
and it takes 100 tries to clime back up
and 10,000 times your pushed down
and 100,000 times were you just stop
but 1 second were your happy
in the billions of seconds in a life time
oh wow
i drove home without noticing
i looked behind us
no cops
wow
i rule
oh crap
i noticed the cars in fort of my house
one belong to Charlie
one to David
and one to Jeremy
that is such a waist of gas
and i cant even park the car right
damn them
i parked on the curb
my parents exit the car
i opened the garage door
but walked to the front door
all 3 were there
sitting on the porch
each one just talking
and looking emoish
just sitting there
and they are
black hair
a fringe covering left or right eye
black skinners
and a band tee
with there pods
i walked over
"hi" i mumbled
watter ran on my face
this is good
they might not notice the tears
but my eyes will give it away
"hey whats wrong"
charlie asked
damn him
"are you...crying?"
damn you Jeremy
"and were where you?"
why do the three of you have to be so over protective
i couldn't reply
i didn't wont to speak
cause i would scream
so i took out my phone
texting them the whole fucked up story
they received it
and did there thing
Jeramey told my rents
Charlie got my shit i need
and David hugged me
in the rain
oh how i loved David
and we went to Charlie's
because he has the most epicist house of them all
and we decided to play video games
such as brawl
then home work
such evil thing
oh and all three are 18
all friends of Demetri
but they like me
after homework
we listen to music and relaxed
singing to some songs every now and again
at least until 10:21 were we were all tired
so David and Jeramey left
leaving me with Charlie
the oldest friend
his first question
"are you OK?"
"yeah"
my voice sounded dead
he just hugged me
and turned of the lights
i tried to sleep
and eventually i did