If Promises are Meant to be Broken Why do you Keep Making Them-Jack Barakat

Five months later

Today I'm going to tell Jack why I've been so distractd latley
''Jack could I talk to you for a second'' I asked, as soon as I walked in I could see his face brighten
''Sure '' he got off the couch and we went up stairs
'' Jack I'm..."a tear fell
''What is Something wrong did something happen''
''Jack I'm pregnant'' it took a second for relization to cross his face then he exploded
''You Slut what about my dreams you ruined everything,'' he screamed, that hurt
"What about my dreams Jack it takes to people to make a baby.What about becomimg a photographer me dreams have to be on hold too,"I sobbed
"Not my dreams" Jack screamed
"What do you mean?" I asked was he seriously going to leave me alone with his child?
"I mean that your a slut this is all your fault, this is not my child its Brians he was right you are awhore and it was your fault Charlie died" Jack screeched
"Seriously Jack take some responsibility I don't think you understand you're tpp fucking caught up in your own world.I'M PREGNANT with your child whether you like it or not and how dare you bring charlies name into this. Your worse than Brian we all know he's and ass he doesn't try to cover it up like you'' I screamed Jack looked like he was about to strangle me
So I ran out of the room Jack ran out behind me and grabbed me
"How could you do this to me just let me go and leave me alone''I screeched/sobbed he wouldn't let go
"LET GO I HATE YOU" I screamed at the top of my lungs as I broke down into full blown sobs.
All of a sudden Zack and Alex came Running up the stairs
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Zacks POV
I heard screaming but just left it alone because I didn't want to interfere
Then Iheard them running out of Jacks room
"How could you do this to me just let go and leave me alone'' Lilly said it sounded liek she was choking
"LET GO I HATE YOU" Lilly screamed really loud then started sobbing Alex and I looked at each other and ran upstairs to see what was going on
We saw Jack grabbibg on to lilly really hard while she sobbed
"Help me'' she said her voice barley above a whisper and horse from all the screaming
Alex got Jack to let go of Lilly and Lilly ran to me and asked if I could take her home
On the way home Lil told me what happened and I coldn't believe my ears Jack was totally in love with this girl
"Zack I'm leaving'' She said quietly
''Why all because of Jack'' She nossed her head slowly
'' I can't stay here its just too much I think I'll go stay with Lauren in California but when I know for sure I'll call you first thing I think I'm goinhg to pack up tonight so I can leave in the next few days. So will you tell everyone if they want to say buy to stp bu tomorrow.'' I nodded my head as we walked toward her door a single tear fell, me and Lilz have gotten really close then Jack had t go and fuck it all up. She noticed I was crying and then seh started crying agaiin as she wiped me stray tear away.
'Look Zack Merrick'' she said unstedily"you need to be strong now i know everything is fuvkrd up and gone to shit but don't for one second think i'll forget you i love you and your my best friend ok?''her voice cracked at the end as she gave me a sad smile this was even worse her last best friend was Charlie
''Two more thinggs first dont let this affect all time low second get your ass in my house your helping me pack'' We both laughed
So for the rest of the night we packed, taled took lots of pictures and made promise after promise to stay in touch