Its Just Me

"Hey everyone, I'm Ruth Its lovely that your'e all listening to my journey..." (turns to Lucas who is beside her 'do I have to do this' she whispers. Lucas answers with a nod and chuckle, going back to what he had been doing before. Ruth faces the slim disk again taking a shaky breath first) So I have to talk about what happend...my side of the story, so that later generations can be enlightened. But really I don't see any later generation wanting to listen to my voice go on and on about random cr- poop. I'm trying to quit swearing. anyways now that I look back I remember the period where I was filled with innocence well the little I had, doc's been telling me to not shut out all the bad memorys that they'll make me stronger but I don't know, I don't think lying awake half the night screaming is what he meant by stronger. but he says as long I feel pain and sadness and joy then I'm really...human I guess. I mean I never thought of my self as human just this anomaly...Anyways this is my story, this is my Part in a long War.