Untouched

Christofer

I was walking home with Nathan, well, not to my home to his.

His mother loved me, like really loved me.

She calls me her other son, her favorite son, her little angle.

It creeped me out at first, considering I had a mother when I meet Nathan.

But after my mom left with my sisters, I started to like when she called me her son.

“So why were you late?” Nathan asked me, again.

“I s-sleep in” I whispered taking out a cigarette.

He nodded and shoved his hands in his pockets.

It was cold, a cold winter.

But I like when it’s cold, rainy, snowing or in general, when it’s winter.

I love it, because, I could wear sleeves without the questioning.

No one ask me why I wear sleeves in the winter, because everyone does.

“Christofer?”

I look up to Nathan, “Huh?”

He smiles, “Dude I said want to go to the movies on Saturday?”

I took a long drag as I thought about it.

Honestly, there was nothing to think about.

Im not allowed to leave the house, only for school.

“I t-think I have something p-planned a-already”

“With Oli” Nathan cooed.

I glared at him, and threw my used cigarette on the floor.

“N-no”

Nathan raised an eyebrow, “Whatever man”

I felt my cheeks begin to grow hot.

I couldn’t possibly like Oli Skyes.

“You’re blushing” Nathan said matter of factly.

This only caused me to blush more and bury my face in my hands.

“N-Nathan”

He laughed, “I’m sorry I’ll stop now”

I nodded and regained my composer.

Silence began to take over, and I really liked it.

“When will you get an other boyfriend though?”

I sighed. He doesn’t know when to let it go.

“I d-don’t k-know”

“Yes you do, obliviously this Oli figure has impacted you greatly if you walked out of the bathroom with him this morning”

I shrieked and covered my mouth, my eyes growing wide.

“Y-you s-saw that?” I asked, embarrassment taking over my voice.

“So something did happen?”

I shook my head, “I t-think I n-need to g-go” I rushed out and scampered away toward my home.

Once in the safety of my home, well not really safety, I began to have a nervous breakdown.

If Nathan saw us, how many other kids did?

Will they think I’m a whore for walking out the bathroom with a guy?

And not just any guy, but Oli Skyes, the master of one night stands.

“Fuck” I mumbled.

Suddenly my father appeared, coming out of the kitchen.

“Where Were You” He screamed rushing to me.

He pulled me up by the hair and glared into my eyes.

“With N-Nathan” I choked out.

He threw me down all his anger was taken out on me.

If only my dad could learn to love me again.