Missing Goodbyes

Eleven;

Great Dzia-dzia,

Im sorry that i never really knew you too well.

Im sorry i never really got to give you a real good bye before you died.

I just wish you couldve seen everybody at your funeral, no one left with dry eyes.

I lasted until the last day before i finally broke down, in front of everyone.

But idc, because I loved you.

What really got to me was when my mom said this is the last time youll ever see him, something about that just made me crack... i couldnt contain myself anymore.

I was surprised, because i was trying so hard to hold it all in. And i was doing very good. I was trying to be strong for everyone... but in the end i couldnt.

Great Dzia-dzia, you shouldve been buried in full taps.

Goodbye forever.

Your grandson,

John
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I love you