Missing Goodbyes

Five;

I was only a toddler when you left. You were only a year or so older. 3 years old. I never got to say goodbye. But i guess that just came with how young i was. People say i'm lucky to not have many memories of your life. That Your death doesn't have as much of an impact on me as it did everyone else in the family. I beg to differ. Because I was so young and can't remember you, I have a brother I hardly know and well..there's no other way to say this....but...That really sucks. And even thought I don't remember you, I still love you and miss you.