Unfixable

I miss him... No, not Brad. Derek. The love of my life. I've recently figured out my feelings. And I'm in love with Derek. Why else would he always be on my mind and in my heart. I still care about him. He's all I want. Brad and I didn't work out but that was for the best. He's got his girlfriend and I'm focused on Derek. I don't have Derek obviously because if I did I'd be with him all the time. A few weeks after Brad and I broke up was when I saw Derek for the first time in months. He was at the park with Amber, mama, and Riley. I ran to him and embraced him in a hug wanting to cry for joy. He was getting locked up later that day for six months. Why? Because his 10 year old niece set him up saying he touched her just because he didn't like the rules at his sister in laws house. I wanted to kill the girl. But that was the first time I ever saw Derek cry, when he was saying bye to Riley, it was heart breaking.