Make Me Wanna Die

Oh my god. I was so sad yesterday. The stupid freaking hospital got the papers mixed up and wouldn’t let Steph in! I got so mad. She was home by the time we got a hold of her, and visiting hours would have been over by the time she got back. It was so stupid. But she promised she’d come today. I really hope so, or I don’t even know what I’d do. They said I’m either going to my grandmother’s today or tomorrow. They let us sleep in on the weekends, which is wonderful. We didn’t have to get up until 9:30, whereas normally we have to get up at 6:30. I’m just tired of everyone here. I’m tired of everything nowadays. I don’t really care if I live or die at this point. Nothing else to say.