On My Own

Why does it happen to be that every time I start to get happy again I go surging back into my depressing? I wish it wasn't like that and maybe if I could get rid of my depression it wouldn't be to bbad to live the way I do, but i'm so close to giving up I just wish it wasn't like this and I wish that I still got along with my mom like I use to. So why does it have to be this way? Why?