Secret Admiring

So here's the way the story goes,
it was about 2 long years ago. 
Ryan, Marla, and I were friends
but that happy situation had to come to end. 
Things were done and words were said,
and now I want my best friend dead. 

Why? You may ask. Well no one knows. 
It's a secret I've held from friends and foes. 
Now it's time to reveal the truth: 
here's a quaint little story for you. 

My tale will start all the way back on day one
and you will learn how everything had begun. 
You will see why there is sorrow in my soul.
You will learn of the one thing that ever made me whole.