Status: On hiatus - don't know if it'll ever be finished tbh

Fat

Saturday January 6

I stared at my body in the mirror this morning when I got out of the shower.

I was afraid to before.

I had every reason to feel afraid.

I’m hideous.

My stomach bulges, my thighs touch.

I could grab two handfuls of fat from my oversized, pudgy belly.

It’s disgusting.

It made me feel sick.

For once I didn’t need to stick my fingers down my throat.

The sight of my hideous body is enough to make anyone lose their lunch.

Why can’t I be beautiful?

I guess I’m just going to have to try harder.
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