Status: completed
Because I Can't Have You
becoming one on the sand.
“It’s not about the sex. It’s what you’re saying with the sex. Because what are you really saying when you fuck her?”
“I don’t know. I’m … we’re just having sex. It doesn’t always … have to. It doesn’t.”
“And that is so fucking disgusting. It’s so vulgar, Brendon. You’re just … it doesn’t even mean anything. You’re not saying shit.”
“And it wasn’t ‘vulgar’ when I had my fist up your ass?”
“No, it wasn’t. Because I knew what you were saying.”
“Well, maybe I don’t know what I’m saying, but maybe she does. I didn’t know what I was saying when I was fucking you, but apparently you did.”
“Bullshit. Sarah can’t tell what you’re saying when you fuck. She doesn’t know anything. She doesn’t even know you fucked me. She’s about as perceptive as a fucking blow up doll.”
“She’s not a blow up doll.”
“Might as well be. That’s what she’s there for. You don’t love her. You just need something to make you feel better at night.”
“So what’s Z then?”
“She’s just a girl. Because I can’t have you.”
“I don’t know. I’m … we’re just having sex. It doesn’t always … have to. It doesn’t.”
“And that is so fucking disgusting. It’s so vulgar, Brendon. You’re just … it doesn’t even mean anything. You’re not saying shit.”
“And it wasn’t ‘vulgar’ when I had my fist up your ass?”
“No, it wasn’t. Because I knew what you were saying.”
“Well, maybe I don’t know what I’m saying, but maybe she does. I didn’t know what I was saying when I was fucking you, but apparently you did.”
“Bullshit. Sarah can’t tell what you’re saying when you fuck. She doesn’t know anything. She doesn’t even know you fucked me. She’s about as perceptive as a fucking blow up doll.”
“She’s not a blow up doll.”
“Might as well be. That’s what she’s there for. You don’t love her. You just need something to make you feel better at night.”
“So what’s Z then?”
“She’s just a girl. Because I can’t have you.”
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Dialogue credit to Dru.