Missing

I gazed back into the river below, I couldn't believe he was gone, not real, but no, that couldn't be true. I saw him.

I broke away from my boyfriend, and began running, nothing was as it seemed.

Please, please forgive me,
But I won’t be home again.
Maybe someday you’ll have woke up,
And, barely conscious, you’ll say to no one:
"isn’t something missing? "

I continued running, the footsteps behind me told me that he was running after me. but I continued running, I heard him calling for me to stop, but I wouldn't I couldn't I wasn't about to stop, or anything. I continued running. Nothing was going to stop me from finding out the truth.

You won’t cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me?

I jumped over a ledge, I saw the hard ground below me, but somehow, I knew that I wouldn't die, even if I did, I would freed from all the lies that keep happening to me. I closed my eyes, waiting, waiting for the end, I continued falling, finally I hit the ground, but it wasn't hard, I opened my eyes, I was lying in a field of soft grass.


Even though I’d be sacrificed,
You won’t try for me, not now.
Though I’d die to know you love me,
I’m all alone.
Isn’t someone missing me?

I sat up, looking around, I saw nothing. I stood up, where was I? I didn't know. I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around to face The Doctor, and embraced him in a hug.

"I missed you."

He wrapped his arms around me, and held tight, I could tell he didn't want to ripped apart again. the memory still fresh in both our minds.

"I missed you too."


Please, please forgive me,
But I won’t be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
Shudder deep and cry out:
"isn’t something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me? "

We held each other, I softly cried into his shoulder, not wanting to go, but I knew I had to, I didn't belong here.

I felt The Doctor raise my head, and softly kiss me.

"Let's agree to never be separated."

I nodded.

He softly kissed me again, but I knew I didn't belong here. something was going to force me leave, and I won't be able to fight it.

Even though I’d be sacrificed,
You won’t try for me, not now.
Though I’d die to know you love me,
I’m all alone.
Isn’t someone missing me?

He slowly started taking off my jacket, but I pulled away.

"Doctor, you know that I can't stay, even though I want to."

"Who says?"

"The laws of the universe Doctor."

"Even those laws can be broken."

"No, Doctor they can't, if they could be broken, we would have been together sooner."

And if I bleed, I’ll bleed,
Knowing you don’t care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
And wake without you there,
Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t something...

"Don't worry about anything, we're here together, and it will stay that way. Forever."