Light of Things

"I love you," he said into my ear for the 15th time. I smiled and bit my lip, it was inevitable, I couldn't help but blush every time!

"I love you, too," I said before hiding my face in his neck as he laughed softly;

"it's so cute, it happens every time!" he pushed me slightly so that my face was in front of his';

"shut up! I'm not used to it," I hit his chest playfully;

"well get used to it, cuz I'll be saying it a lot from now on," he pressed his lips against mine once more;

"you haven't showed me your tattoo yet," he tugged on the sheets that covered my naked body;

"no! dude, you just want to see me naked," I laughed still trying to cover myself up;

"of course I do, you're gorgeous," he succeeded pulling the sheets off me and throwing it far away from my reach. He stared at my body with mere adoration, he seemed to love every little detail of it, from the scarred tattooed skin, to my undeniable Latin curves even the lines that formed on my abdomen when I exhaled.

"Matt... the tattoo," I whispered making him snap out of it to which he smiled and blushed lightly before looking at my thighs.
You know its hard

Its passing by

Memories

Be out all night

To reminisce wont bring you back

Just look ahead and hold on tight

We're all falling forward

With no signs of slow

And some moving faster

Thats all that I wanted
On my left thigh I had a segment of Until The End that had gotten me through so many things and was making me feel awfully stupid to have been so close to the owner of the voice and not have been able to recognize it.

"wow, why that?" he ran his hand over my left thigh.

"because memories are important, for me it's important to let them go," I pulled him up over me;

"that song means the world to us, these guys are like my brothers so it's a good dedication to them," he settled between my legs and stared down at me.

"you're a fucking teddy bear," I smiled hugging him tightly;

"I love you, so much," he said against my lips, I couldn't help but my smile, it sounded so unbelievably good!

"I love you, too, Matt," since when the fuck am I so sweet? we kissed for a while longer, it wasn't sexual, though having him so close was definitely getting me hot, but I held it, this was actual love and as far as I've learned it's not all about sex.

"I'm tired," I yawned;

"I'm gonna let you get some sleep, we go in the studio in a couple of months, we're still finishing a few things," he was about to stand up but I was still holding him;

"so I have to sleep all alone?" I pouted, he bit his lip and went back over me;

"it's just for a little bit, after I'm all yours," he said with a dirty smirk and kissed my lips;

"I think you're already mine... are you?"

"...mmm... maybe," I laughed "are you mine?"

"...mmm... maybe," I mocked him;

"get the fuck off her!" Jimmy banged at our door.

"yeah, we got work to do, leave some for later!" Brian yelled;

"go away you fuckers!" Matt yelled making me laugh;

"don't call anyone fucker with that face!" Jimmy yelled back before they moved on to Zacky's room;

"Zack cover your fat ass and let Geegee breathe!" Brian yelled as they banged on their door.

He rolled off me and searched for clean clothes to wear.

He's artsy and bright and I just love the fact he's everything I'm not.

"you write a lot, don't you?" I covered my body back up;

"yeah, most of the songs, why?"

"nothing, I could just tell by the way you speak... like very detailed, yanno," I sat up facing him;

"you can tell by that alone?" he said as he threw a shirt on;

"well profiling is a part of what I'm studying," I smiled;

"forensic science, right?" he always remembers every little detail;

"yeah, I'm doing my masters now,"

"you're gonna be like CSI?" he sat next to me;

"hopefully," I yawned again;

"I'ma let you get some sleep, I'll be back later," he went to kiss me, I pulled back while wrapping my arms around his neck making him fall over me. He, like usual, quickly settled between my legs and ran his hands up my outer thighs.

"hmm... now I don't want to leave," he said against my lips making chuckle lightly;

"I love you," I said against his lips;

"I love you, too," finally he walked away, closing the door behind him and leaving me all alone in his room. I already felt lonely it seems I'm only content when he's by my side, guess I have to wait until he comes back.
***

"you're going to like him!" Benji tried again;

"dude, no. I suck at blind dates," I wiped my kitchen counter clean as he sat by the island drinking soda and smoking one of my djarum blacks.

"it is not a blind date!" he actually wanted me to believe him! "we're just hanging out in my house,"

"who's gonna be there?" I sat by him and lit a cigarette as well;

"well, Nic and Joel, my new friend Sarah, Tal and Stacey, him and you,"

"so the pairing is just coincidental?"" he nodded smiling innocently; "you're the worst liar in the world, Levi Madden!" I shoved him;

"bitch!" he shoved me back "Daly Derulo," he murmured;

"at least my middle name is not a brand of jeans," I smiled;

"at least mine doesn't sound like dairy,"

"neither does mine, you're just a gringo that don't know how to say it," I smiled proudly;

"yanno..." he was about to snap when I laughed;

"forget about it, tell me about him. What’s he like, where's he from?"

"well, he' a great writer, tall, buff, tattooed... um, he's from SoCal..."

"where from socal, maybe I've seen him," I interrupted him;

"Huntington beach, he's a really cool guy, kick ass musician..." my goal in life is to piss off the most positive man in the world;

"maybe you should date him, since you like him so much," I interrupted him again earning a glare;

"shut up! Alright, you're gonna like him, he's the lead singer of Avenged Sevenfold...