My Situations Are Not Irrelevant

I have to admit, it was kind of awkward going in to Dollar General market with Robert and Ashley. Ashley was pushing the shopping cart and Robert and I were following closely behind her as she guided us through the isle. She stopped in an isle and started to put big bags of chips in the shopping cart.

“What exactly do we need?” Robert asked her

“What ever I think so” she replied

After going through most of the isles the cart was filled with party essentials. Crepe paper banners, chips, severing bowls, platters, plastic tablecloths and 2 littler bottles of soda and other snacks and goodies. We got to the check out line the woman behind the counter eyed each of us as if we were going to steal something it made me feel uncomfortable. I wasn't sure why though. She finished ringing up the stuff and she said the price smugly. Ashley began to go through her purse.

“Hey, don't worry about it I got it Ash,” Robert insisted he took out he wallet which made a clinging sounds from chain and pulled out a few bills then handed the cashier.

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Ashley was ordering the pizza, Robert was setting the tables by putting the plastic tablecloths on and I was hanging the crepe papers over a door way when for some strange reason I heard bells…ringing.

“Michelle, can you get that for me?” Robert asked

Feeling stupid and realizing it was the doorbell I got down from the chair and answered it.

Opening the door it was none other then the rest of them. Ronnie, Joey, Omar, Carson, Max, Bryan and someone else I wasn't sure I've met before but had a close resemblance to Bryan but he looked a little younger almost Joey's age

“Sup, Michelle!” Ronnie greeted hugging me and lifting me from the ground a little.

“Hi Ronnie” I said sweeping my bangs out of my face and blushing a little after he put me down. I looked over to Max who was staring at Ronnie incredulously.

“Hello Max” I accost he looked at me and his expression softened. I gave him a hug.

“Hi Bryan” I waved at him he acknowledged with a simple nod

“I'm Michael, Monte's brother” the boy whom I didn't know said to me extending a hand

I shook it awkwardly.

“ Ashley, Robert and I were still setting stuff up so you may have to wait 'til party really starts” I told them leading them into the living room were both Robert and Ashley were texting on their phones. Seconds all of our phones were ringing

“Send the text to everyone in your contacts we're reminding and inviting last minute people” Robert ordered us. All of us complied by doing it. I did it too even if I only had 4 or 5 people in my phone since I came here but I just didn't want to stand there while everyone was doing something

With in an hour Robert house filled with people and some still pouring through the door.

`I've never been to a party before at least none like this' I thought as I tried to make my way through a crowd of people. I felt really out of place. I took a glass of punch from the table. People were dancing around the speaker were blaring with music. I managed to endure going through another crowd of people to the back yard of Roberts house thinking that it maybe quieter out there I was sadly mistaken people were standing or dancing around the pool A few people were even swimming in it with there clothes on. You could hear the muffled sounds of the music from indoors, outdoor. From across the patio I saw someone was cooking something on a grill. I could smell the scent of BBQ meat across to were I was standing

“Are you having fun?” heard a familiar voice from behind me. Turning around I discovered it was Max

“Oh, ah…y-yeah” I told him

“You're a terrible lair you did know that?”

“I am having fun, it's just that I never been to a party and it's just so noisy and crowded”

“Do you wanna go some were not noisy or crowded”

“Sure”

Max took my hand we made it through the sea of people and headed up stairs. Max and I went it too one the rooms. He locked the door behind us. Noticing that Max and I were alone in a room together I felt my face get hot.

“Not crowded or noisy” Max quoted sitting down on the bed

“Yup” I said sitting down next to him

“So you never been to a party before, I can imagine you in Florida party-ing it up”

I laughed.

“Are you guys going to still going to perform tonight?” I asked him

“I don't think its going to happen, Robert and Ronnie are getting wasted”

“Why aren't you?”

“I don't know I guess I'll be the designated driver” he said moving my hair from my face

“Do you have to be the designated driver often?” I said nervously

“We take turns” he informed me at that point I think Max saw my nervousness

“Remember what I said the first day we met?”

“…” I just kept looking down

“You don't have to do anything you don't want too” Max reminded me he lifted my head up with he fingers gently which forced me to look in to his light blue eyes

“This is something I want to do” I whispered staring at him. Not sure of what I just said Max chuckled lightly

“I felt was if you'd never say that” he told me

Max slowly leaned towards me. His lips were soft. It was electrifying for this moment to finally come. I felt Max suck lightly on my lower lip I could feel the cold metal from his piercing on my skin. His tongue slide in to my mouth and started exploring its contours. I began to feel light head. Probably because I've been holding my breath for over 2 minutes but I couldn't bring myself to let up but finally Max took a short recess and started gently sucking on my neck I could feel his hand running through my hair so I did the same . In the progressing minutes the emotions only intensified I began to really kiss back we held each other tighter. every few minutes we would take a few second break for air then we go back at it. But then things go a little out of hand. Max's wrapped around my waist and he slowly slide his hand under my blouse

`Oh no, I can't but it feels so good. I can't' I thought

As a instinct almost a reaction of Max's hands under my shirt now under my bra I began rubbing his inter thigh. He unhooked my bra I knew I didn't want to go that far but I also knew I didn't want to stop kissing Max I have know idea how I did it but I managed to pull away from his spellbinding lips .

“Max, I can't…at least not now” I told him we were both breathing heavily I hooked my bra back together. Max looked a little disappointed he sighed loudly

“Ok then…well do you wanna go back to the party?” he finally said

“Sure”