It Never Hurts At First

Someone is trying to teach my class how to use laptops,
its a stupid waste of time that is damning me to another bout of dreading daydreams.
I can feel the cold stell again on my hands where i should feel keys...her face seems to swell on the screen.....

I slam the screen down, and look worriedly at the teacher, who seems to ave been asking me a question,

"What?" I ask cluelessly, this teacher doesnt understand, he's new and has no idea what i've been through.

"The answer, Miss Kingston." I shrug indifferently at his request and found him glaring at me because of it. Nathan next to me rests a hand on my knee, in a guesture more of comfort and understandingly that anything sexually realated. He leans across to whisper in my ear.

"Are you okay?" He asked quitely, I nodded with a shrug, in an effort to explain that i had no idea. In fact, I couldn't feel at all..

"I'm numb." I replied