Conspiracy

It'd been two months since Jacky broke up with Lexus, we're the happiest we've ever been. But then he got the call, the call that changed everything. She was pregnant, with MY Jacky's baby. All I remember after that was sobbing, hard. He told me he had to be with her, had to do the right thing. Yet again, he was leaving me for the right thing. Vincent has shattered me twice, I'll never let it happen again. So here I am. Back in England, shagging some random dude at a party. What the hell have I become? My wrists are covered with deep slashes; slashes I blame on him. In reality, its just me; Its always been just me. Just take another pill Izabelle, forget about life for a little while longer.