Dreams Vs. Reality

A bond between twins are unimaginable, I can agree to that. Well, I have a twin...
She's all I have, the only one who would stick to the end with me. I guess you wouldn't understand only if you had a twin. Well, I wish in can rewind time. But, I can't and I'm amuse of all the things I done espically to my twin. Well, If you did something like that you'll want to kill yourself I know I would will I d-
Well, that's beside the point I wish the rain can wash all the things I done. But it can't so I couldn't ease my self and forget what I've done. But lets start from the beginning...
The names Calix, yeah? strange. I know... I have been stuck in a Insane asylum since I was thirteen maybe I shouldn't have left. Ever...My sister took care of me and visit me everyday but I wasn't allowed out. I was marked the dangerous well this story will show why. And what was I capable of. But I wasn't as bad as you will think in the beginning I was calm I actually didn't talk much either...But that one night change everything. The night was cold and the wind kept blowing I was bleeding head to toes When I reach her house I black out. I felt the warmth moments later. And my eyes open, my sister was sitting on the bed next to me and taking care of me. I stare up,
"What was you thinking?"
I grinned, "Nice to see you to sister."
"You crazy, you just can't escape."
"Why not?"
"I can get in trouble for even having you in my house after you escape and not contacting them."
I frown, "I know."
"So you decide to just escape you had a few days before they was going to let you out for good behavior."
"So, that was just bull crap they ain't ever going to let me out." I snapped.
She rolled her eyes, "What Am I going to do with you?"
"Please don't send me back." I look away trying to hide my feelings.
"I'll think about it, just rest your hurt. How'd you get hurt?"
"Fighting the guards." I snorted, "Their so annoying."
She giggled that made me smile, I wish I could replay that night over and over so I don't have to face the reality what was coming the next day. But, If I knew it was coming I'll be prepared but we never do.
I lyed next to my twin, she took a small space showing how petite she was no more then as big as a twelve year old. And as she held on my arm like a teddy bear. It made me smile,
But as the night went on my eyes began to close. As I feel asleep, When I was completely asleep. It was like my mind switch over and as the days went on I start to began to have strange and wrong thoughts I never had before. I never could explain what happen to me.
"What's wrong?" she asked as she saw me in the corner talking to myself.
"Nothing." I said quick not even noticing I did.
She cocked her head, "You sure Calix?"
"Yeah, I'm fine Payson." I growled.
"You don't seem, okay."
"I'm fine gosh." When it startled her and back off, "Never mind I ask." She said walking of looking scared.
If I saw how I look at her I would get startled myself, but I didn't. I didn't see what I was turning into.
Days went by and I just got worst, and the person I will end up hurting the most will be the person I wanted to protect the most...
The next couple of days I cooled down and she in rolled me into her collage with her in a fake name. We both was Freshmans' there. Even Though I look a bit older, School was going fine.
"Calix! wait up," Payson called as I jogged down the sidewalk. I slowed down so she can caught up.