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Save Yourself Before You Fall, These Things You're Doing, They're so Wrong.
Eleven
They didn't blame me.
They should.
Andy got out of the hopital, finally. He was just sitting in his bunk doing fuck knows what. I hated myself. Jake sat down beside me. "What's up, Ash?" I shrugged. "You seem a little down..."
"I am." My voice had become more emotionless. I didn't give a fuck if the guys knew that I was becoming more and more depressed daily. In fact, I just didn't give a fuck about anything now. I hope someone kills me.
"Wanna talk about it?"
"No." I hugged my knees to my chest and grabbed a bottle of Jack, taking a large swig of it.
"You shouldn't drink." He said. I shrugged again. I didn't care. "Ash.. Andy needs you. Be there for him."
"It's my fault that he's like that." Jake looked taken back. The guys didn't know about my self-pity. I should be killed.
Kill me.
They should.
***
Andy got out of the hopital, finally. He was just sitting in his bunk doing fuck knows what. I hated myself. Jake sat down beside me. "What's up, Ash?" I shrugged. "You seem a little down..."
"I am." My voice had become more emotionless. I didn't give a fuck if the guys knew that I was becoming more and more depressed daily. In fact, I just didn't give a fuck about anything now. I hope someone kills me.
"Wanna talk about it?"
"No." I hugged my knees to my chest and grabbed a bottle of Jack, taking a large swig of it.
"You shouldn't drink." He said. I shrugged again. I didn't care. "Ash.. Andy needs you. Be there for him."
"It's my fault that he's like that." Jake looked taken back. The guys didn't know about my self-pity. I should be killed.
***
Kill me.
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Sorry it's so short. I am at the library. Love you guys.Thanks for being so patient with me. <3
x.
Jessica