Invisible

Sick, sick, sick

I find the pills by accident
ccccc gone into her room
ccccc to borrow something.

I don’t even know what I wanted to
borrow anymore.

I pause when I see them,
frown with confusion.
I didn’t know Ivy had a
ccccc boyfriend.

Then I think,
maybe she doesn’t,
maybe they’re just
ccccc one night stands.

And then I think
Ivy doesn’t go
out at night.

With a shudder,
I know what those
bangs on the wall are.

Why didn’t I see it
before?