Status: This is a verse novel. Warning: Involves abuse.
Invisible
Self control; I have none
I’m shuddering
crying
shaking
weeping
sobbing
gasping.
My stomach feels like
it’s being squashed
tightly into a small
tiny
pain filled
thing.
It’s screaming for food.
I’ve never been like this before
even after a few days of
not eating.
God, it hurts.
And I can’t even look at the basin anymore,
because the vomit makes me
want to do it all over again.
crying
shaking
weeping
sobbing
gasping.
My stomach feels like
it’s being squashed
tightly into a small
tiny
pain filled
thing.
It’s screaming for food.
I’ve never been like this before
even after a few days of
not eating.
God, it hurts.
And I can’t even look at the basin anymore,
because the vomit makes me
want to do it all over again.