Tonight...

Tonight: there’s so much packed into that word. Tonight: hope, love, pain. Tonight we’ll find out if we can make this work, or if the whole thing was in vain from the very beginning. Tonight we’ll know how we really feel. Tonight we’ll determine whether or not we could handle, defeat, distance. Tonight we may find out we can’t even challenge distance for our happiness. Tonight I’ll find out if you think we can do this. Tonight I’ll relive all the memories from a year ago, will you? Tonight we’ll conquer this thing that no one wants us to, no one expects us to. Tonight we’ll take all the rumors, all the bad talk, the lies, and shove them where they came from. Tonight we learn how strong our bond is. Tonight we lay it all out in front of us, take a step back, and let the pieces fall where they may. Tonight we may end happy. Tonight… Tonight we may fall apart. Tonight I hope for the best. Tonight we fall in head first and where we come out, no one knows. Tonight, I’m scared to talk to you, afraid it’ll end the same way it did last time: goodbye.