Status: On break for a bit
Diary of a Disordered
December 5, 2010
I don't think I'm going to do recovery right now. Yet I keep eating... Today was pretty bad! I will do better tommorow. "If you can't be them, beat them."
I'm determined to lose weight. I'm not sorry I have control on what goes in my mouth and what my body looks like. I'd rather die than be fat.
My mom keeps hinting at my purging. *eye roll* I get it. It hurts and confuses you, etc. I've heard it, but it's my body and I can do what I want with it.
My grades are slipping, but I'm so bored with school. I hate the annoying teachers, the stupid people, and having to keep myself from falling apart.. I guess I'm just a good actress.
I'm determined to lose weight. I'm not sorry I have control on what goes in my mouth and what my body looks like. I'd rather die than be fat.
My mom keeps hinting at my purging. *eye roll* I get it. It hurts and confuses you, etc. I've heard it, but it's my body and I can do what I want with it.
My grades are slipping, but I'm so bored with school. I hate the annoying teachers, the stupid people, and having to keep myself from falling apart.. I guess I'm just a good actress.