Diary of a Disordered

Imagine that your favorite person in the world will get seriously hurt if you eat anything. That would make you not eat, and if you have to eat it'll make you feel like you're going to cry and your heart races and you want to purge and exercise until you faint. That's what it's like now. If I eat, like Jason told me not to, he'll make Brecken punish herself drastically, like stabbing herself somewhere unpleasant! I made her promise me we'd quit if it got that bad.