Diary of a Disordered

I'm so worried to weigh myself tomorrow morning. I've eaten way too much. I've planned 500 sit ups for the cookies, 500 sit ups and an hour long walk for lunch and tae bo for the ice cream yesterday, and tomorrow I'll do a 2 hour bike ride for all the mexican I had this weekend, and maybe a walk for what I eat tomorrow. I already have a little more control. I didn't eat anything for breakfast, ad when my sisters were eating cheetos, I could smell them and imagine the crunch, but I didn't touch them. Not one bite!

I plan on losing weight over the break and I want people to notice when I go back to school. I just wish I was thin!