Second Heartbeat

It was time for Avenged Sevenfold to go on tour again but this time. Brian decided to take me along with him along with Haley and Lawson we were so excited because this was the first time touring with the guys.

"what do you think its going to be like"Lawson asked me
"not to sure but it will be loads of fun i know that for a fact" i told her and she just smiled
"Hell Yeah it going to be fun" Haley Said
"oh and your going to be spending alot of time with brian aswell maybe something will Happen" Lawson started and haley finished while both smirking
i was shocked by this they knew i was scared to try anything with brian even though he knew he didnt think it was anything serious well thats what i made him think

"LAWSON MEGAN HALEY" we all heard and turned in the direction of the bus its was The Rev "Yeah Rev" we all said "come on its time to go"we all made our way to the bus and got on

"You girls are in for a treat"Johnny Said while sitting next to Haley and giving her a kiss on the cheek "Brians pretty excited that you are here Meegs" Rev Said "Brians What now" i heard brian say "just kidding ofcourse i am" i just gave him a shy smile and he lauged

Thats when Matt Got on the bus looking very tired he told us he was going to go to his bunk and rest we all just sat in the front playing video games jimmy was upset that he was not wining and whispered to me to distract brian so i sat on brians lap running my fingers through his hair and down his back trying to distract him from his games it didnt work out very well because he pushed me off him with a giggle

"you should stop that or you may get a reaction that will make you regret that" Brian laughed
i just scoffed "pfft i dont regret anything i do and beside that distracted you enough to let jimmy win"i laughed at jimmy jummping up and down calling brian a loser befroe he ran to me picked me up and twirled around "i love you Bestie" he said and put me back down on the couch before walking into the back so he could call his girlfriend to see where she would be meeting us when we got to the venue that would start off the tour.

by that time it was pretty late at night and i decided to go to bed "Brian im going to bed" i said
he just nodded at me and kissed my cheek good night i went back to the bunks and slipped into my bunk that was directly under Brians i sighed thinking about how much i cared about him before my curtain was pulled open and i met brians face " can i sleep with you tonight Meegs" he said i just nodded and he slipped in to my bunk and got comfortable slipping his around my waist and kising my head i felt so alone even though he was right there knowing that he is never going to feel the same way about me as i do him

after awhile i fell into a comfortable sleep even though i knew he would probably not be there when i woke up because he has done this before and its only because he feels lonley sometimes and he thinks that im the one to make him feel unlonley