Unreasonable Circumstances.

I was at a lose for words. I tried and sadly failed to say 'What are you talking about?'

but im pretty sure it sounded more like "whmm rarth ew taking aboth?"

because my mother and stepdad looked very confused.

I shook my head "What are you talking about?" I repeated rightly this time.
the room went silent.

My mom was the first one to sppeak "Its what your father wanted.." I stopped her by putting a hand up.

"Im going to bed" I told them bluntly.

I thought I heard them calling my name on the way to my room but I wasnt sure, nor did i really care.

Once i got to my room I locked the room and lay face down on my bed, after overcoming the shock i started to cry.

I cried remembering him, my first love.
I cried remembering how he said hed never love me.
I cried becuase that was the day my father died.
I cried because he was the reason I dont believe love lasts.
I cried beacause after all that, I have to marry him.