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Forty-Two
I start laughing.
I've definitely lost my mind.
Stephen's watching me cautiously.
I am very unpredictable.
He asks me if I'm okay.
I feel tears in my eyes.
I force myself to shake my head and say that's why it's funny.
It's funny because I'm a wreck.
He asks me if I need him to get my mom.
Yes, I need my mom like a five year old.
He asks me how it's funny.
Because it just is.
I tell him that it's funny because he's one of the few reasons for my rape.
Another is me not standing my ground, the other is alcohol.
The last reason I am the way I am is because of my rapist, who chose to make me regret everything.
I've definitely lost my mind.
Stephen's watching me cautiously.
I am very unpredictable.
He asks me if I'm okay.
I feel tears in my eyes.
I force myself to shake my head and say that's why it's funny.
It's funny because I'm a wreck.
He asks me if I need him to get my mom.
Yes, I need my mom like a five year old.
He asks me how it's funny.
Because it just is.
I tell him that it's funny because he's one of the few reasons for my rape.
Another is me not standing my ground, the other is alcohol.
The last reason I am the way I am is because of my rapist, who chose to make me regret everything.
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Update on my life:I AM FREAKING DYING BECAUSE I AM SUDDENLY SICK Dx IT IS SUPPOSED TO BE SPRING WHERE THE ONLY THING I SUFFER FROM IS THE OCCASIONAL SNEEZE, NOT A RANDOM COLD BECAUSE I HAD TO WALK HOME IN THE FREAKING RAIN.
But now that the bad is over... and for all of you photographers...
I want a new DSLR camera. Something like the Nikon D3100 but with a better burst and I don't think that one does very well in low-light, so I'd like something that works great in all those low-light situations... And interchangeable lens option is good, and my budget is $700. THANKS.