I Love You More Than I Can Ever Scream

It was finally Halloween, one of my favourite holiday's and I was beynd excited! I had chosen my outfit ages ago and I had gathered everything early so that I wouldn't be rushing to get anything, I was going to be Harley Quinn.

Derrick and I had spent the day rocking out and decorating the house both inside and out with Halloween decorations and once we had finished we decided to get ready.

My outfit was kind of traditional to Harley Quinn in the Batman cartoon but at the same time I made it me, I wore one red heeled boot and a black one. I also had ice blue contacts and I did my top lip red and my bottom lip black. Once I was finished getting ready I couldn't help but wonder what Andy would think when I looked in the mirror.

Stop thinking about him! I scolded myself.

Derrick was dressed as Harvey Two-Face and I couldn't help but grin, we looked amazing! But when he told me that we would be trick or treating with Andy and the guys I could have throttled him.

Sighing I grabbed my bag that I would need for the candy and left with Derrick to go to Andy's. Knocking on the door, we waited until the door open and we saw the guys. They gave us compliments on our outfits and I couldn't help but smile. I saw Andy who was dressed as Ashley - war paint and all - and I looked away, he looked too good, even if he wasn't in his own war paint.

"You guys look amazing! Damn, I wished I dressed up as a villain," CC said and Ashley nodded.
"We all do, but I bet Andy wishes he was dressed as the Joker," He murmured and dodged the slap Andy was going to give him. I guess I wasn't supposed to hear that, oh well...
"Ready then?" I asked and they all agreed.

"Let's go get us some candy, then!"

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Unfortunately there were no good parties for us to crash so the guys decided we should go back to Andy's and have a horror movie marathon and eat all our candy we got, plus Derrick and I could stay over. I was dreading it once again but forced myself to relax - though it was kind of hard to with how pissed off I was at Andy, he had told the guys about my self harming and I only knew that because Ashley accidentally let it slip when he was talking to me.

We were on our third movie when I got up to wipe my make-up off, I hated sleeping with it on so I was going to wash it off before I forgot to. Once my skin was make-up free, I carefully took out my contacts and stared at my reflection.

God I hate you. I thought to myself.

Turning off the bathroom light, I stepped out of the bathroom and bumped into a hard chest, looking up through my hair, my stomach dropped when I saw who it was.

"A-Andy." I breathed and swallowed hard, I was beyond glad the lights upstairs were off so that we were shrouded in darkness.

"Hey, you okay?" He asked and I nodded my head.

"Yeah, fine so I- I'm gonna head back down." I said and went to move around him but one of his hands wrapped around my arm.

"Wait... Look, Sammie I... Hey, did you take out your contacts?" He asked as he tilted my face up with his free hand, squeezing my eyes shut I nodded.

"Yeah, I can't sleep with contacts in so I had to take them out," I stated and hoped he'd let go so that I could get away. But before I could say anything else, I felt soft, plush, full lips press against mine. My eyes snapped open and I saw Andy look at me while he kissed me.

His eyes widened and he quickly slapped the hall light on and I knew that he knew who I was. "P-princess?" He asked in a small voice and I jerked away from him.

"Don't call me that!" I hissed and put more distance between us. "Don't you dare call me that!"

"It is you, you have no idea how much I've mi-" He started to say but I cut him off.

"D-don't please, just... don't." Swallowing hard I spun on my heel and ran back downstairs and curled up next to my brother and hid my face in his shoulder.

How could I be so stupid? I thought to myself.