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Loony Bin
Thirty Six
I’m in my room
when Tucker comes in.
I scoot to the wall against my bed
and start pleading in my head
that he won’t hurt me.
He looks at me,
his face bright with a smile,
but the shine in his eyes falter when he
notices that I’m scared.
“Oh sweetheart.”
He’s cooing,
and he comes towards me.
I cower,
but he still approaches.
“I’m sorry for what I did.”
“I just wanted to show you how much
I love you.”
Looking down at my knees
I nod my head.
I don’t accept what he’s done,
but I’m afraid it’ll happen again.
“C’mere.”
He’s sitting on my bed now,
arms open for me.
I cautiously move into his arms
but can’t keep myself from crying.
“What is it darling?”
“Why hasn’t George come?”
Tucker lets out a growl
and I cry harder.
“Why must you always talk about George?”
“He doesn’t want you;”
“He doesn’t love you;”
“if he cared about you
he would have stopped me when
we made love.”
“We didn’t make love.”
I’m whispering
and I can tell what I said upset him.
“Yes”
“We”
“Did”
I pull away
and look at his face.
Such a beautiful face
but I wish I was looking at George’s.
Tucker’s eyes darken for a second;
“Aurora!”
I gasp in surprise.
Could it be?
George’s eyes darken
and Tucker’s back.
“I told you to stay away George.”
I whimper when I hear him growl.
“Why are you keeping George from me?”
My eyes are wide
and brimming with tears.
“I’m not keeping you from him”
“he doesn’t want to come out.”
I shake my head.
“You’re lying to me.”
“No I’m not.”
“Yes you are.”
He growls again
and pins me to the bed.
His hand is around my throat,
constricting my breath
while his face hovers
dangerously close to mine.
“So what if I am,”
“huh?”
“That’s not going to change the
fact that you’re
Mine.”
My mouth opens and closes
trying my best to breathe.
“Tucker”
“please”
“you’re hurting me.”
He releases his grip from my neck
and moves it so his hands
are on either side of my head.
“I don’t understand it.”
“What is it about George that
makes it so he gets it so easy?”
“He gets the girl”
“I get nothing.”
“It’s not fair!”
“Why doesn’t he hear the voices,”
“huh?”
“What about him makes it so he
get’s everything?”
Tears are leaking from his eyes now
and I can’t help but feel sympathy.
“Tucker”
I whisper
and his eyes bore into mine.
They’re so wide
and vulnerable.
“Tucker”
“please don’t cry.”
His lip is trembling now
and his eyes are raining.
I gasp in surprise when
his face falls to the crook of my neck.
Slowly
I reach up and pet his hair.
“Tucker,”
“Yes?”
“Get some rest.”
He nods his head
his hair tickling my skin.
Tucker sets a kiss on my neck,
sending a disgusting shiver down my back;
“Okay.”
I pet him until he falls asleep
and smile when I hear the voice
I’ve been longing.
“I’ve missed you my love.”
when Tucker comes in.
I scoot to the wall against my bed
and start pleading in my head
that he won’t hurt me.
He looks at me,
his face bright with a smile,
but the shine in his eyes falter when he
notices that I’m scared.
“Oh sweetheart.”
He’s cooing,
and he comes towards me.
I cower,
but he still approaches.
“I’m sorry for what I did.”
“I just wanted to show you how much
I love you.”
Looking down at my knees
I nod my head.
I don’t accept what he’s done,
but I’m afraid it’ll happen again.
“C’mere.”
He’s sitting on my bed now,
arms open for me.
I cautiously move into his arms
but can’t keep myself from crying.
“What is it darling?”
“Why hasn’t George come?”
Tucker lets out a growl
and I cry harder.
“Why must you always talk about George?”
“He doesn’t want you;”
“He doesn’t love you;”
“if he cared about you
he would have stopped me when
we made love.”
“We didn’t make love.”
I’m whispering
and I can tell what I said upset him.
“Yes”
“We”
“Did”
I pull away
and look at his face.
Such a beautiful face
but I wish I was looking at George’s.
Tucker’s eyes darken for a second;
“Aurora!”
I gasp in surprise.
Could it be?
George’s eyes darken
and Tucker’s back.
“I told you to stay away George.”
I whimper when I hear him growl.
“Why are you keeping George from me?”
My eyes are wide
and brimming with tears.
“I’m not keeping you from him”
“he doesn’t want to come out.”
I shake my head.
“You’re lying to me.”
“No I’m not.”
“Yes you are.”
He growls again
and pins me to the bed.
His hand is around my throat,
constricting my breath
while his face hovers
dangerously close to mine.
“So what if I am,”
“huh?”
“That’s not going to change the
fact that you’re
Mine.”
My mouth opens and closes
trying my best to breathe.
“Tucker”
“please”
“you’re hurting me.”
He releases his grip from my neck
and moves it so his hands
are on either side of my head.
“I don’t understand it.”
“What is it about George that
makes it so he gets it so easy?”
“He gets the girl”
“I get nothing.”
“It’s not fair!”
“Why doesn’t he hear the voices,”
“huh?”
“What about him makes it so he
get’s everything?”
Tears are leaking from his eyes now
and I can’t help but feel sympathy.
“Tucker”
I whisper
and his eyes bore into mine.
They’re so wide
and vulnerable.
“Tucker”
“please don’t cry.”
His lip is trembling now
and his eyes are raining.
I gasp in surprise when
his face falls to the crook of my neck.
Slowly
I reach up and pet his hair.
“Tucker,”
“Yes?”
“Get some rest.”
He nods his head
his hair tickling my skin.
Tucker sets a kiss on my neck,
sending a disgusting shiver down my back;
“Okay.”
I pet him until he falls asleep
and smile when I hear the voice
I’ve been longing.
“I’ve missed you my love.”
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I think I'm losing my touch.so based on what people have told me, I'm going to be changing the rating to R. Thanks so much for helping me with the decision!