Reflections of False Hope.

I lay underneath my bed-covers. I hadn't' moved from there all week. the reason being I'd lost my best friend no wait...my sister. I mean I'm really happy for her she finally got adopted and by none other than ROBERT FREAKING ORTIZ from Escape The Fate one of our favourite bands but I missed Tuesday like hell we were so close I told here everything which is unusual since I have major trust issues, she was my rock, we partied together, drank together, went to concerts together, got piercings and tattoos with each other.got in shit together but we always had each others back. but now, now shes gone.
and i don't know what to do.......
'Aries?'rose came through the door
'mhhmmm' i mumbled from under my duvet
Rose sat down on my bed and pulled back the duvet.
'hey hun, look i know Tuesday leaving is a big change for you but i have a surprise for you'
i looked up and brushed my flamey red bangs from my face so i could look at her properly
'i really don't think anything will help'
'oh trust me i think you might like this,come on have a shower and get ready then come down stairs'
'mmmm....okay' i mean i guess i had to do something with my life Tuesday would freak if she knew i was like this.i got out of my bed and walked into the bathroom i stripped down and turned on the shower i love really hot water so i turned up the water heater high and got in i washed and conditioned my hair and used my favourite coconut shower gel, i love anything with coconut in it! i ran my finger over the tattoo on my left wrist it was the word Tuesday with a small heart she had one just like it except with my name.
'Aries you will see her again it's not the end of the work' i told myself i had to stay positive, i've suffered from depression before it's not a nice place.
once i'd got out of the shower i put on my Falling In Reverse top which i'd customised myself so the back is weaved and it falls off of my shoulders my favourite ripped black skinny jeans and my black converses. i blow-dried,straightened and teased my hair and put in my black and blue coontail extensions and put on my usual make-up of pale foundation,conealer and powder and then black eyeliner,eyeshadow and shit tons of mascara. finally when i was ready i went down to reception where Rose usually was, when i got there i nearly had a fucking heart-attack!
'ahh good Aries meet mr Jacky Vincent'
'NO FUCKING WAY!,YOUR...YOUR...LIKE MY FUCKING OBSESSION'
Jacky laughed 'wow um...cool?'
'Mr Vincent here wants to adopt you how do you feel about that Aries?' Rose asked me
'are you serious???i feel bloody brilliant about it!'
'well then thats settled pack your things and you can get going'
'omg you don't know how happy you've just made me!' and i hugged Jacky tightly he hugged back
'ahh thats good i can't wait till the others can meet you they're gonna freak you've got hair to compete with roonies by far'
'awesome i get to meet them?? WOOP HAPPYDANCE'i did a little dance and Jacky and rose cracked up
when we pulled up at the house i ran to the front door and waited for Jacky to get my shit outta the car
'wow you got a lot of stuff here man'
'well...i am a girl!'
'fair point here let yourself in i may be awhile' he chucked me a set of keys
i opened the door and had literally just walked in when i was attacked by 3 guys
‘RAPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!’ I screamed at the top of my lungs
‘hey it aint rape if you enjoy it’ I heard a voice say
‘NO FUCKING WAY YOUR RONNIE FUCKING RADKEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!’
‘am i?? well I guess you learn something new everyday?’ he said in mock shock
‘soo what’s your name shorty’one of the other guys said who I immediately reconised as Derek Jones
‘hey! I’m not that short! Okay well….i am(which is true as I’m a measly 5ft!) it’s Aries’
‘cool name!’scott said
I grinned ‘thanks!’
‘Ahh good I see you’ve met nearly everyone’ Jacky said as he walked through the door struggling with the shit load amount of my stuff
‘oh yeah where I nason?’(a/n were gonna pretend that nason is still in the band cuz it’s easier) I asked to be honest I wasn’t bothered about meeting him I never really liked him.
‘ohh nobody know he just does his own thing’ Derek said I could tell that there was tension between everybody and nason.
‘anyways gorgeous, let me show you to your room’ said Ronnie putting an arm around my waist. We walked upstairs and walked down the hallway.
‘there’s nasons room and there’s derek’s and theres scotts and next to his is jackys and here’s mine’Roonies said pointing to a door ‘and here’ turning his back to his door ‘is your room’ I opened the door ‘fucking hell!’ it was huge! It had a massive mirror on one side of the wall and an ensuite! And a walk-in wardrobe and in the middle was a king sized bed! ‘oh emm gee! I love it!’ I got up on the bed and started to jump on it ‘come on Ronnie! Or are you getting to old and boring?!’
‘oh hella no! boring my ass!’ and he got up and bounced with me
‘hey whats with all this noise?’ jacky said appearing in the doorway
‘JACKY!!!!!!!’ I said jumping of the bed and landing perfectly on two feet ‘ I love you! This room is amazing!!!’ I ran up to him and gave him a big hug
‘I’m glad you like it hunny’ he said returning the hug ‘we’ll go out and get some paint for it later any colours in mind?’
‘PURPLE AND BLACK FO’ SURE!’ I shouted they were my favourite colours
‘alright then come down stairs and we can get to know you a bit better and vice versa’
We all sat down around a circular dinning table, nason had finally joined us.
‘soo age?’ Derek asked me
‘sixteen’
‘birthday?’ Scott asked
‘29th march’
‘favourite animal?’ nason piped up
‘penguin’
‘awww how cute, favourite alcoholic beverage?’ Jacky asked next
‘Me? Drink alcohol? never! I’m a sweet little sixteen year old angel!’ I said in mock horror
‘ahh funny kid seriously though’
‘vodka straight up’
‘girl knows how to drink! Okay so piercings and tattoos?’ Ronnie asked
‘ear lobes,2nd,3rd,on both ears,cartalige and tragus on my right ear ,nose,lip,tongue(I stuck out my tongue to reveal my uv pink tongue bar) and belly button(I lifted up my FIR top to show my matching uv pink belly bar) and here you can see my tattoos on either of my hips’on my left i had a medium sized one of two butterflies and black detail and on my right was a tattoo of a phoenix I turned around ‘and here’s my tramp stamp of my name’ I had my name in posh swirly writing ‘and here on my wrist’ I showed them my left wrist
‘wow you must love Tuesdays!’ said Derek
‘no dubass it’s my bestfried name she has one to but of my name’
‘wow you two must have been pretty close’
‘yeah she was like my sister’ I sighed
‘what happened you two fall out?’ asked Ronnie I could sense something in his voice and then I remember the whole max thing and how they used to be like brothers.
‘oh no she got adopted about a week ago’
‘ohh well that’s nice, maybe she can come round one day and we could meet her parents do you know who she got adopted by?’
‘yeah’
‘who?’
‘umm…’ I didn’t know if I should say in front of Ronnie but I thought what the hell ‘r-robert ortiz’ I whispered
‘who?’
‘Robert Ortiz’ I said a bit louder
I saw ronnie’s fists clench
‘why do I know that name?’ said Scott
‘maybe it’s because he’s in the band Escape The Fate’ I said
‘oh…oh shit’
With that there was silence
After about a minute or two
ronnie stood up ‘I’m bored, come on lets go out and get you some stuff’ he smiled
‘WOOP! ROAD TRIP!’ I jumped up and skipped out to his car and with that we were off
When we got back we sat in the car for a few minutes
‘Aries?’
‘yeah Ronnie?’
‘your banned from ever going to visit Tuesday at her house’
‘WHAT!WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? YOUR NOT MY DAD!’
‘nope but I’m sure Jacky agrees with me now come on take your stuff upstairs’
I stormed upstairs into my room and locked my door,picked up my blackberry and called Tuesday
‘Tuesday? I have major news your not gonna believe it…’