Little Miss Not-So-Perfect

The car ride home could be summed up it one word, akward. It consisted of my staring out the window trying to grasp what had just happened, and Damon gripping the steering wheel until his knucled turned white. Was kissing me really that bad?

I think hes mad that he let me kiss him, and Im embaressed I did it. I dont typically do stuff like that. I dont think he really meant to kiss me back it was just a spur of the moment thing right? Right.

But I couldnt deny when I thought about the kiss my stomach flipped.

He loves Elena right? Right. Maybe even this Kathrine person he had yet to tell me about.
Its impossible for him to like like me right?Right
Its impossible for me to like him right? Right

I wonder what exactly Damon was thinking. I looked over at him he looked so angry, I didnt want him to get angry I just couldnt help it.

I cant believe im thinking like that this is Damon were talking about there no way we could have a relationship right? Right.