Yours Truly, Jimmy Sullivan

It was Christmas Eve and all of us besides Johnny, Lezley, and Rayne had gone up to Matt's cabin/ lodge house in Northern California.

I was texting Rayne while everyone else watched Elf.

'It's so boring here. All we've done is watched movies' -Me

' I wish we could of come. Lezley won't see snow for her first Christmas:/'- Rayne.

Johnny and Rayne we're very careful about where they took Lezley.
She was 8 moths old, but could catch sicknesses very fast, and when you had 10 or more people around at once, someone was sick.

"Alaine! There's snow outside!" Michelle yelled to me and I laughed, looking out the Bay window.

I ran to the guest room that Gena, Zacky, Jimmy and I we're sharing and dressed in warm clothes before running outside, starting to build a snowman.

Once it was made, I snuck inside and grabbed on of Brian's Fedora's, Matt's Aviators, and Zacky's cigarette before going back outside and putting a little pebble for the nose.

Val came outside and started laughing, showing Michelle

"Take a picture of it before Brian and Matt see their things" Michelle said, blocking me and the snow man off as I took a picture and sent it to Rayne.

Michelle put on the hat, as if she were wearing it the whole time, same with Val with Matt's sunglasses.

'The guys are gonna be mad xD' -Rayne

'I did it all by myself!' -Me

"Alaine, what's wrong with Jimmy?" Gena asked, pointing to Jimmy who was sitting on the snow covered road a few yards away from us.

I glanced over and frowned "I don't know. He's been acting weird around me"

Zacky started to stomp over to him, but Brian stopped him "Don't go starting shit just because he's acting strange"

I walked over to him "Hey" I smiled joyfully.

He muttered something I couldn't understand before looking away.

I pouted and stomped my foot like a child "Why aren't you being Joy full, Funny, Cute Jimmy?" I asked "Did I do something?"

Jimmy looked at me before looking over at the others, who were watching us and grabbed my arm and lead me somewhere where the others couldn't see or hear us.

"I...I cheated on you" Jimmy said hesitantly.

I sat on a rock, slightly confused "But...you've been me or the guys practically everyday since we've been dating"

"You know 3 nights ago, before we came here, when me and the guys went out for a drink?" He asked and I nodded "We'll we ran into my old buddy, Derek, and his sister, Leana. Leana and I dated in High School, and we practically had sex in front of all the guys besides Zacky and Johnny. I swear Alaine, I was wasted and I made all the guys swear they wouldn't tell you; to let me tell you" Jimmy explained.

"Can you tell me it meant nothing and it won't happen again?" I asked as I looked into his sad Crystal Blue eyes and knew he was telling the truth.

"I swear it meant nothing!" He said and dropped to his knees "I'll never fuck up again"

"Then it's okay" I said simply.

"What?" He asked looking up at me.

"It's okay. I believe you" I smile.

"Fuck" He said and hugged me "I thought you were gonna track down that motherfucker and kill her" He said and I laughed, walking back to the others.

"I won't tell Zacky or the girls" I whispered to him before walking over to the girls, the guys talking as well.

"What was it?" Val asked curiously.

"He just wanted to tell me what was on his mind, and he had some stress from his sisters divorce" I lied.

"Awe, poor Jimmy" Michelle sighed.

"And he told me he loved me" I smiled.

"How exactly did he say it?" Gena asked and I made up a story, glancing back and seeing Matt asking Jimmy something and Jimmy smiling and nodding.

"Enough movies!" I yelled at Brian who was starting to put in another movie "We've watched 50 already"

"We've watched 4"

"Big difference. Lets go do something fun" I smiled.

"We just did. You built a snowman and you and Jimmy probably fucked in the woods" Zacky chuckled.

"Any ideas?" Gena asked after she playfully smacked Zacky.

"Bowling?" I asked.

"Nearest bowling alley is an hour away" Zacky said.

"We could walk around town and find something to do?" I smiled.

"Town is an hour away" Zacky said.

"Zachary everything is an hour away because we're an hour away from civilization. I don't even know how we get phone service" Gena said, making him shut up.

I laughed, smiling when Jimmy pulled me on his lap.

"Is there anything to do around here besides watch movies?" Val asked.

"Oh my God!" Matt yelled "We almost forgot our tradition!"

"Going to Fill Ups!" Val finished

" I feel bad doing it without Johnny and Rayne" I sighed.

"Well you don't have to" Rayne said coming into view, me jumping on her and hugging her.

"We can't go to a bar with an 8 month old baby" Michelle sighed.

"We can drop her off at my parents and pick her up on the way back" Rayne suggested because her parents lived close to Fill Ups.

"Lets go then!" Jimmy yelled and we all got into our cars and drove to Fill Ups.

We all sat at a huge round table in the corner and ordered, knowing it'd be at least an hour before we got our food, considering there was 10 of us.

I noticed the owners of Fill Ups had built in stripper poles and a bunch of practically naked girls came out and started dancing, Jimmy staring up at them with a boner.

I looked away from him and noticed all the other guys paying attention to their girlfriends, not the strippers.
I sighed and sadly sipped at my Sprite.

Matt and Val seemed to notice this, because Val was dragging me outside, Matt following.

"Why didn't you do anything about that?" Val asked.

I shrugged "He's a 23 year old rock star. That's what they do"

"Did you see me or any of the other guys staring at them?" Matt asked and I shook my head no.

"If that was Matt, I would of beat the shit out of him and left" Val said.

"Does he even care about you? He doesn't even act like you guys are friends, let alone dating" Matt sighed.

"Maybe you guys shouldn't be together" Val said softly.

I looked at her "I don't want to hurt him"

"He's hurting you" She said.

"No, he's just being a guy"

"So basically you're too nice to dump him" Val said and I sighed and slightly nodded.

"I'll talk to him about it tonight, but do you swear that if he doesn't get back to normal you'll leave him?" Matt asked.

"Sure" I sighed.

Johnny ran out to us "Don't let her back in! Val stay with her, but Matt you need to come in now"

Matt ran inside and I started freaking out, asking the girls who were inside but came out what was going on, but they wouldn't tell me.

Matt came back out, forcefully pushing Brian and Zacky to the ground.

"He made out with her and threw a 100 dollar bill at her!" Zacky yelled, a mad look in his eyes that even made me scared.

"Shut up!" Matt yelled, silencing him.

"What happened?" I asked forcefully.

"You better leave Jimmy" Brian said.

"I'll fucking kill him" Zacky panted angrily.

"No! I'm not leaving him!" I yelled standing up, Zacky standing as well.

"You better leave him Alaine!" Zacky screamed, thankfully, Fill Up was the only place in sight.

"NO!" I yelled.

"ALAINE BAKER!" Zacky roared "YOUR PARENTS PUT ME IN CHARGE OF YOU AND YOU WILL DO AS I SAY! I AM IN CONTROL OF YOU!" He yelled, pushing me into a wall.

"NO YOU'RE NOT! I'M 18 IN A FEW WEEKS AND YOU WILL NOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCE TELL ME WHO I CAN AND CAN'T DATE" I fired back at him.

Matt stepped in and put Zacky and Brian and Johnny's car and told him to take them to the cabin before going inside.

Matt came back a few minutes later supporting a bleeding and limping Jimmy.

I ran to them and started cleaning Jimmy up with my shirt.

"I'm fine Alaine. I deserved it. I fucked up again" Jimmy said

"For once in your life will you shut the hell up and stay still?!" I yelled and everyone went silent and still as I cleaned Jimmy up.

"Alaine, go on inside. I'll get Jimmy" Matt said once we had pulled up to the cabin.

I walked inside, passing Brian and Jimmy, going to our guest room and holding my head.

"I'm giving you once chance to explain what happened. I want the truth" I said to Jimmy once he came in.

"The strippers came out and Leana was one of those strippers, and I admit, she looked sexy, and as soon as you left, she kissed me and I kissed back and put a 100 dollar bill down her bra" Jimmy explained.

"You said you wouldn't fuck up again" I said flatly.

"I know Alaine, and I'm sorry. I've not been acting like a good boyfriend to you lately and I'm just trying to fix myself. You saw how many beers I had!"

"Jimmy I think you need to stop drinking. It's becoming an issue" I said.

"I'll do it" He said instantly "My drinking is bringing us apart, so I'll stop"

I nodded and kissed him "Thank you"

"Merry Christmas Alaine" Jimmy smiled and we fell asleep.