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*** can be Graceful

The first cut

I grabbed the blade and before I knew what happened my arm was dripping blood. What a beautifull sight that was, what a beautiful colour. I watched the blood falling onto the floor, and I smiled.
What a great feeling it was. I forgot all about the shooting and I forgot all about Laura. All I cared about was the feeling of the blade. I grabbed some tissue from the night stand and pressed it too my arm. I hope this bleeding stops soon.
'What happened to you babe?!' I looked up and seen Ray was standing in the doorway. He looked like he had seen a ghost.
'I... umm, I.. this is the first time. I don't know why I did it.' I said to Ray. I started crying, sobbing more like it.
'Hush, now. Shhh. It will be ok.' Ray said as he wrapped his arms around me.