I'm Not Who Everyone Thinks I Am

I'm not who everyone thinks I am.
I wish I was.
So badly.

No one thinks that every night I bleed.
A lot.

I'm unhappy.
I wish I wasn't.

But you can't change the past.
Bad things happened in my past.
I wish I could erase them.
But I can't.

I'm not who everyone thinks I am.
I am a cutter.