I'm Not Who Everyone Thinks I Am

41.

My parents called again.
They heard about my little incident.

They were disappointed with me.
No different then usual, really, if you think about it.

My father told me that I was wasting their money.
Like I really care that much.

I'm falling in to a deeper depression then ever.
But I can't.
I have to pull myself out of it.


I want to go home, back to being ignored.
It's better the having your every move being watched.

My first appointment with the new therapist went terribly.
She isn't Brian.

I need to get over him.
But I can't.

I miss him.
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Oh my god, I'm so sorry. Seriously. SO much has been going on. I went to Brazil, and then my mom took away my computer, plus the start of school, not to mention I've had a terrible case of writer's block.

I know this isn't a great chapter, but I hope it will tide you guys over!

Now, I must give a LONG overdue thank you to one amazing commenter. Whatsername'97! You've been amazing, stuck with me the whole way, and commenting on every chapter. Thank you so much for your support!

And of course, thank you to everyone else as well! I couldn't do it without you guys!